Free Fiction Friday: A Reimagined Faith First Chapters
Friday is for free fiction! (And Saturdays, since this didn’t get out on time :) ) Usually a free short story but sometimes a novel start or chunk of a novella. This week you get to meet one of my first characters I wrote: Peter Daniel Young, from my Faith Reimagined spiritual coming of age series.
In the podcast this week I mentioned the start of the second Religion + Fiction Book Club using one of my first books, A Reimagined Faith, exploring Peter’s spiritual journey. I thought it would be a good story for the interested in diving into their own questions about faith, life, and everything in between at the start of a new year. You can hear more of the inspiration for the book in that episode.
And since we’re starting this book next week, I thought I would drop a few chapters to give you an introduction to the book and some of Peter’s story, which mirrors some of my own. Peter wonders whether his faith makes sense anymore after a friend doubts whether Christianity has anything to offer our modern world. More troublesome yet: the right Christian answers Peter was trained to give since childhood are for questions no one is even asking—including his friend, and even himself.
Which leaves him questioning what he’s always believed — leading to a crisis of faith the likes of which he has never before experienced.
While not abandoning his childhood faith, Peter launches into a journey of exploration and discovery, reimagining faith for his world and questioning what the essence of the Christian message is in the first place. Along the way, he is confronted by rising doubts, encouraged by friends new and old, questioned by those close to him, and challenged to own his faith for himself. It’s the book I wished I’d had and others close to my during my own season of doubt and questioning. And I hope it’s a blessing to others who might be wading through their own dark night of the soul.
These first few chapters are free for the next week, then they goes behind a paywall. If you liked this start to the novel, and also want to dive into the book club, A Reimagined Faith is available at all online retailers. Or grab direct from my bookshop for 25% off using coupon code FRIDAY25 for the next week, the cost of a high-brow coffee!
Happy reading :)
Prologue
They call it the soul’s dark night, that gauntlet of spiritual doubt, frustration, and crisis on one’s journey toward full union with God.
Saint John of the Cross wrote the book on it. Therese of Lisieux was plunged headlong into its icy darkness. Even Mother Theresa, that shimmering example of Christian faithfulness, experienced its wet-blanket suffocation for nearly fifty years.
Apparently I was in good company.
It was comforting to know that I wasn’t alone as I traveled through the angsty ravine of faith deconstruction and reconstruction the likes of which I’d never experienced before. I was comforted that others had traversed its rocky paths ahead of me, charting a course and serving as trusted guides and kindred spirits for my own exploration of the outer reaches of faith.
For I was wholly ill-equipped for that leg of my spiritual journey.
Questioning the Bible and faith and God were never allowed in my neck of the Christian woods. I was bred the kind of Christian who accepted faith at face value. We all were. Generations deep.
“God said it, that settles it, I believe it!” was the foundation upon which my beliefs bloomed from seedling to petaled daffodil.
Yet, when the winds blew, the rain came, and the waters rose, that foundation couldn’t hold my faith’s rickety structure. I discovered, as much to my family’s surprise as my own, that it was a facade assembled with duct tape and bailing wire.
I’ve realized there comes a time in the pilgrimage of every Christian through this life when they reach a crisis moment. Storytellers have a word for this kind of thing. Inciting incident they call it. A catalyst, a fork in the road, a blue-red-pill moment when you’re beckoned, wooed, shoved face forward and summoned to decide the fate of your own faith—for yourself.
For some, that moment comes through the fiery furnace of political oppression, where the summoning happens in a dark, dank cell; staring down the barrel of a shotgun; or dangling from the end of a slipknot.
For others, it’s less dramatic yet just as petrifying. Social oppression might force the choice between family blood or Christ’s blood. Professional oppression might force the choice between remaining closeted or coming out, so to speak.
Regardless of the how, the what is always the same.
The day of reckoning for me, Peter Daniel Young, came through the most unlikeliest of places.
Religious vocation.
Which made sense the more I thought about it. Because it’s when we are most required to give a reason for the hope we have in Christ that we are also required to own that reason. To own the scaffolding of reasons that have been assembled over the years to support the elements of that faith. Whether for others or for one’s self.
For over twenty-five years on this rock-of-a-planet, I had cobbled together an assortment of planks and beams to construct my faith. Come to find out, they weren’t as stable as I once assumed. One by one, I found them disconnecting and tumbling all around me as I helped mentor college students, walking with them through life and their own spiritual journey. The Lord seemed to be dismantling the Christian structure I had carefully pieced together over the years.
And that was all at once frightening and exhilarating!
I didn’t have a clue where the path cutting through the valley of death’s dark shadow would lead me. Whether I would survive my deconstruction and evolve into a new state of faith through my reconstruction efforts. Or whether it would destroy me and my faith.
All I knew was this:
I couldn’t go back to where I was. Yet I didn’t have a clue where I was going.
This is the story of my faith’s death and rebirth.
This is my story reimagining the Christian faith.
Chapter 1
“Lord, we come to you this morning praying for the field you’ve given us to harvest, believing that you will help us bring in the bountiful sheaves of converts this day!”
Roger always started our Monday morning ministry team meeting this way, praying as if the people we were trying to reach were a field of collard greens or radishes waiting to be plucked for a dinner salad. I knew Jesus used that language himself, but wasn’t there a better way—a modern way—of talking about what we did? Of coming alongside people as guides on the side through their journeys, rather than sages on a stage dispensing super-secret spiritual insight as if we had it all figured out?
Because we didn’t. At least I didn’t anymore. At all.
“We ask that your Word would go forth and convict the students of their sins. Lord, save the students whom you’ve chosen and whom you’ve entrusted to our care. And we pray that you would just produce a bountiful harvest through our efforts at Georgetown University.”
There’s that language again: Sinner. Save. Harvest. Although that chosen bit was new, though not surprising coming from hyper-conservative Roger MacArthur.
“We pray that the enemy would be bound and prevented from disrupting our work, so that you would reign on that campus. In Jesus’ name we pray. Amen.”
Amen, we echoed dutifully.
“Good morning team!” Roger exclaimed as if under the influence of a gallon of coffee. “Are you ready to save some pagans today?”
You’d think I was exaggerating with that “pagans” comment. Nope. That’s Roger: us vs. them all the way.
“So who wants to go first?”
Each morning at Campus Ministry, the college group where I worked, we began the week with a team meeting of the ministry leaders and office staff, all huddled up on faux Victorian couches in a cramped meeting room straight out of a ‘90s issue of Better Homes and Gardens, with its gaudy green flower-pattern wallpaper and the hovering scent of way too much potpourri. My immediate boss, Bernard Walsh, sat to my right, but everyone called him Bernie. Across from him was Ainsley Jones, an underling ministry leader like me and our resident Southern Belle. Next to her sat her boss Peggy Smith. Tabitha Washington to my left, a sweet woman who was a cross between Calpurnia from To Kill a Mockingbird and my mom, Maggie, managed the office. And then there was Roger, our fearless Executive Director sitting at the head who was a cross between Andy Griffith and Ned Flanders: meant well and was the kind of guy you’d want stopping to help change your tire in the dead of night, but his dutiful Christian demeanor was a cartoon caricature of Christianity. He was nice enough, treating me like the son he never had, but lately I had grown annoyed by his bumper-sticker Christianity.
“Peter?” I heard Roger say.
I looked up and noticed the rest of the room eyeballing me. Apparently, I had zoned out.
“Yes?” I quickly said.
“Would you like to start us off with a ministry update?”
Sure thing. Why not.
“Sure. So this week I’m launching a study using Dan Brown’s book The Da Vinci Code.”
“Now, by study you mean Bible study, isn’t that right?” Roger questioned, the caterpillars chilling above his eyes wiggling with suspicion.
“Well, it’s not really a Bible study, per se,” I responded, trying to rein in my irritation. “More of a book study with a side of Bible.”
I chuckled, thinking they would appreciate my wit. All I got was a room full of blank faces.
“Now, Peter, we talked about this. We want to get our students in the Word. Because, as the book of Hebrews says, it is alive and active. It’s what’s sharper than any double-edged sword, penetrating even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow. The Bible is what judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart. Not Dan Brown’s The Da Vinci Code.”
I stifled a sigh and dropped my head slightly. It wasn’t even nine and I was already ready for a stiff one.
I said, “I get that, but I’m trying to meet my students where they’re at. They’re the ones who wanted to do this thing. They suggested it. And my goal with the study is to point them to Scripture along the way. Point out the problems with Brown’s book and then relate it to what’s real about the Christian faith.”
“Sounds good, Pete,” Roger said, his white, gleaming teeth shining bright and strong. “But maybe next time you could do a study on, say, Romans. Give them a good dose of the gospel!”
Sure thing. Why not.
“Thanks, Roger. I’ll take that under consideration.”
I moved on before I burst a blood vessel, talking about my new student visits and other mentoring relationships. This seemed to mollify the chief for the time being.
“Thanks for your report, Pete. Oh, before I forget, we’re sending you and Ainsley to Dallas for evangelism training.”
“Evangelism training?” I asked, brows raised in obvious suspicion.
“Yes, our Everyday Evangelism training program. You’re gonna just love it, Pete! Dr. Harrison is teaching this session. What a treat that will be.”
I bet.
“You leave in a month so make sure you both block off the end of the week. So how about Peggy?” Again, the over-caffeinated exclaiming. “Did you get in touch with Alfred Morris’s people?”
Alfred Morris? As in the Creation Studies Institute Alfred Morris? I felt my brow involuntarily wrinkling, my eyes narrowing, my lips pursing.
“Yes, Roger, I did!” Peggy said with as much over-caffeinated hype. “And he’s agreed to come do a seminar.”
“Thank you, Jesus! That’s wonderful.”
“Excuse me,” I interrupted, “but what are we talking about?”
“Pete, you’re gonna just love it. Peggy and Bernie and I were dreaming about ways to reach our young people with Christianity. So we thought, what better way than with a seminar on science?”
“A seminar on science?” I said, my face falling as I looked from Roger to Bernie to Peggy and back to Roger again.
“We all know the primary way secular society destroys what little faith our students have is through the science curriculum. So, we’ve invited Alfred Morris to come and set them straight. We’re planning on using his visit as a major outreach event.”
For real? They thought Freddy Morris was going to reach my students? And set them straight on science?
Are you kidding me?
“That sounds great,” I heard myself saying, smiling and nodding on cue.
The rest of the staff shared updates from their past week and outlined their next week ahead. I sat stewing over the backwardness of my ministry.
Did they not realize we were swimming in an entirely different culture than generations past? It’s so cliché, so overused, but also so true: we’re not in Kansas anymore, Toto!
“Alright, gang,” I heard Roger say as I continued stewing. “That’s a wrap.” He clapped his hands together and jumped up, like he usually did, saying what he usually said:
“Onward Christian soldiers!”
We said what we usually said:
“With the cross of Jesus going on before!”
It’s funny, because growing up in my little country church in Coopersville, Michigan, I loved that old hymn. Sang it with all the gusto of a West Point cadet in training.
Now…not so much.
I shuffled back to my desk to retrieve my laptop and Bible, a new NIV I started using a few months ago. If Roger ever found out I was using the “gender inclusive” translation, he’d blow a KJV-only gasket. Whatever. It’s what my students resonated with. It’s what I resonated with.
“Hey, Peter,” Peggy said, popping her head into my cubicle.
“Mornin’. What’s up?”
“I wondered if you had time to pass some of these flyers out this afternoon?” She gave me a stack of paper advertising the Freddy Morris event.
“Pegs…” I moaned. “You know I hate handing these sorts of things out. I feel like some New York merchant peddling counterfeit purses.”
“I know, but we need to get the word out, Pete. At the very least, can you hand them to your students? Maybe hang a few up on the bulletin boards in the student center?”
I sighed, thinking my students were the last people I wanted coming to this, quote, science seminar, unquote. But I caved.
“Sure.” I snatched the flyers from her and stuffed them in my bag. “Gotta run, Pegs.”
“Thanks, Pete,” she said, side-hugging me. “You’re the best.”
“Don’t mention it,” I mumbled as I headed out into my day.
Chapter 2
What a way to start the morning. Reminded me of everything I had been struggling with the past few months, with the faith I’d been handed and all of its backwardness and anti-scienceness and disconnect from real, modern life.
And now I’m stuck with this version of Christianity, even paid to stuff it down the throats of my college friends…
I lumbered down the stairs, head down and sighing in frustration as a growing sense of unease about my future blossomed into an ache in the middle of my forehead. I reached the bottom and went to massage the bridge of my nose when my phone vibrated. I pulled it out to find a text message from one of my guys, Clint.
We need to talk, it simply read.
I stopped short of the door exiting our office. My pulse quickened as I texted him back, wondering what was going on, trying to glean more information. He gave me nothing in response, other than a time and place to meet: 9:30 at Saxbys, the neighborhood coffee shop and our watering hole for meeting up.
I pushed my shirt cuff back to check the time. That was in eight minutes. I texted him back and told him to sit tight, I was on my way.
Before I stepped outside, I said a quick prayer for guidance. Then I grabbed my umbrella at the front door and unfurled it as I stepped out of our row house onto soggy O Street. Sitting two blocks over from campus had its advantages, especially on stormy days like today that brought the full fury of fall to bear on our neighborhood street.
Orange and brown leaves stuck to my shoes as I sloshed down the street in the direction of Georgetown University to grab coffee with my friend Clint Winslow. Clint was a junior double-major in neurobiology and philosophy. Smart as whip, for sure. And way above my pay grade. We struck up a friendship after he attended one of our on-campus lecture seminars we used to connect with new students. We brought in British bioethicist Nigel Cameron, who, unlike Freddy Morris, gave an intellectually stimulating discussion about the ethics of taking, making, and faking human life from a Christian perspective. Clint was struck by Nigel’s sound, sturdy arguments and took an interest in the rest of our ministry offerings.
We hit it off instantly, connecting over a shared love of tea, jazz, and backpacking. We also resonated because of our shared Christian stories: we both grew up in small Midwest towns and even smaller conservative fundamentalist churches. Lately, though, many of our conversations about faith and life had turned negative. Clint began to have serious questions and doubts about Christianity. Or at least the version of the faith handed to him as a child. I totally understood his angst, having begun to question the version of Christianity I’d known for two decades myself.
I threw open the grayish-blue door to our favorite stomping ground to find relief from the relentless rain, overcome with the force of brewing coffee, baking blueberry muffins, and the rumble of conversations. The red-brick space anchoring the corner of 35th and O Street since the eighteenth century was packed with students grabbing a caffeine and sugar fix before class. Offering a dose of cheer that fall-drenched morning was a display of orange flowers sitting on top of cases filled with cookies and breads and bagels and scones, greeting and tempting patrons waiting in line. Grey plastic tables and chairs lined the walls and filled small alcoves in the back and across from the register, all brimming with folks putting last-minute touches on papers or cramming for tests, or both.
I folded my umbrella and scanned the space searching for Clint. There he was; I should have known better.
Clint had already settled into our favorite spot, sitting in a high back chair in the bay window with a large coffee and chocolate croissant, his favorite.
“Brother,” I said, unzipping my jacket and setting my bag on the chair across from him.
“Thanks for coming, Pete,” he said with tired eyes uncharacteristic of him.
“You OK? You look like someone died.”
“In a manner of speaking…yeah, something has died.”
Lord Jesus, give me strength and give me words…
“Alright, man, alright. Let me get a coffee and something to eat.”
I matched Clint’s large coffee but traded the chocolate croissant for a blueberry scone. I settled into my chair, thunder rumbling in the near distance. The fall morning storm continued its assault on the bay windows, large drops slapping the panes with purpose and furnishing a foreboding backdrop to our conversation.
I sipped my coffee, noticing Clint’s well-worn Bible resting on the small table between our chairs, bent page markers peeking out at odd angles from wrinkled, red-stained pages after years of use.
“So, buddy, why the four-alarm text?”
He brought his gaze from somewhere off in the distance to me, and then to his Bible and back again.
“I’m through, Pete.” He took a sip of his own coffee, then shook his head and said it again: “I’m through.”
“Through?” I questioned with a mouthful of blueberry scone. “Through with what?”
“This.” He tossed his childhood Bible at me. It bounced off my lap and flopped to the floor, its pages unfurling to reveal hand-scrawled reflections and multi-florescent highlights. I stared at it as my heart began to pick up pace, even as my stomach sank to the floor with dread. I repeated my prayer:
Lord Jesus, give me strength and give me words!
I ducked dramatically, and said, “Dude, watch it! There’s a lightning bolt with your name on it after that stunt.”
I was trying to lighten the mood, but it was obvious that Clint wasn’t playing. He was serious, penetrating me with those icy-blue eyes of his. He was withdrawn, he was downcast. It seemed something had died, and I feared probing for the what to that equation.
“So, what, you’re dead to the Bible now? Or God? Faith?”
“Yes.”
OK, all of the above.
I knew Clint had been struggling with issues of faith for some time. It started the first semester of his sophomore year. It made sense that he’d begun to struggle under the weight of two semesters of science and philosophy. And considering his mother died of cervical cancer last year, it made even more sense. But after a year of walking through Scripture together and talking about the basics of the Christian faith, I thought we had made progress. And even when things began to shift a month ago after the semester started, I thought he was managing to sit in the tension of our modern world and faith in Jesus.
I guess I was wrong. I hadn’t known he was on the verge of chucking his faith in the gutter.
I picked up his Bible and set it back on his side table.
“No, keep it,” Clint said.
I smiled. “Wow, so dramatic! OK, buddy, break it down for me. What’s going on?”
He sighed heavily and raked his hand through his shaggy dirty-blond hair. “I just can’t see how this old-time religion connects anymore to our modern world. It’s so stogy, so irrelevant! And I’m sick of how the Church holds on to these antiquated notions of the way things are supposed to be—the way things are.”
“Like what? Dancing and playing cards?”
He cocked his head to the side with a look of less than amusement.
“I’m serious, Pete.”
“OK, OK,” I said, holding up my hands. “What do you mean? What things?”
“Like the human genome, for instance.”
So we’re reaching for the cookies on the highest shelf this morning!
I shifted in my seat and crossed a leg. “The what?”
“Oh, come on. Don’t tell me you don’t know what the human genome project is.”
“Hey, be nice. I’m not some super-cool scientist like you.” I broke a piece of scone and popped it into my mouth. “I mean, I know its like a map of the human body. Or something. Isn’t it?”
“It’s more than a map! It’s the cypher to humanity. The entire code to human nature.”
“Well, what about it? What’s the deal?”
“The human genome project proves beyond a shadow of a doubt that there could be no Adam and Eve,” Clint said, sweeping his hand from left to right. “The facts are in, Pete. Our genetic human ancestry can’t be traced to less than ten thousand people. Yet the first book of the Bible, the book of Genesis, says all of us came from just two people. And millions of Christians believe it, taking it as science. That’s not even addressing the crazy idea that the universe is less than six thousand years old!”
My mind jumped to our ministry meeting earlier that morning, and Roger’s brilliant idea to trot out the purveyor of all things creationist—the very definition of the backwards, anti-science thinking that was catapulting Clint over the edge.
I sighed and shook my head.
“Why are you shaking your head?”
“Huh?” I said, zoning back in.
“You shook your head? Are you dismissing me?”
“No, no! Not at all. I totally get where you’re coming from, Clint. More than you know…So I hear you saying you’re through with Christianity because of science, is that right? You’re done with Jesus and the Church?”
“That’s not all of it,” he responded defensively.
“There’s more?”
“Lots more!” He paused, taking a large swig of his coffee and chomping into his uneaten croissant.
Munching, Clint said, “I’m tired of the Church only caring about life after death with no regard for life before death. It’s like we’re just waiting to escape to some distant world out there,” he said, pointing toward the ceiling, “with no regard to what’s happening here. I mean, I want a faith that cares about extinct animals and oil spills. I want a faith that cares about human trafficking, and then does something about it! I want a faith that makes sense to my life, right now. And the Christian faith just doesn’t offer it, Pete. It offers children fairytales and escapism. Narrow-mindedness and hypocrisy. It’s as relevant to our life now as Aesop’s fables and the Iliad!”
He stopped to catch a breath. I noticed a few patrons standing in line glancing our way. Then he started up again.
“And how about the bazillions of people on this planet who weren’t chosen for the privileged birth in Western society? People like you and me, Pete. Let’s face it: we were born into Christianity. It would have been almost impossible for us not to have been exposed to Jesus and the Church. But what about my roommate Hanish who grew up in India? He was born into Hinduism, so it was impossible for him to have heard about Jesus—until I made the mistake of telling him about him!”
That last comment caught me off guard.
“Mistake? How do you figure?” I asked.
“Think about it. If I never told Hanish about Jesus, how could he be responsible for believing in him? After all, how can he be held responsible for believing in something or someone he’s never heard about? But now that he does know, doesn’t that mean he’ll go to hell if he doesn’t believe? And then what about all of those other people back in his hometown who never heard of Jesus, who only knew about Krishna and the other gods? Aren’t they faithfully following what little they know about the spiritual world? What, they’re just gonna fry forever because they never heard the story of some guy who lived two thousand years ago?”
Again, that pained, exasperated expression.
“And what is belief, anyway? Is it about something you say? Is it about saying the right prayer or saying the right abracadabra words to somehow convince the Almighty of one’s religious convictions? Or is it something you do? I find the religious rigor of Muslims to be way more spiritual than what most Christians commit to. We’re spiritual wimps compared to them!”
Clint raked his hands through his hair again before taking a sip of his coffee. He set down his mug with a sigh and looked back out the window.
“So, yes, Pete, I’m done,” he said softly. Then he looked at me, and said, “With the Church. With the Christian faith.” He paused, as if considering something before continuing. “Not with Jesus. Because he’s the only sane thinker in the whole movement.”
He’s finally boiled over. It had been a long time coming, really. The end of a long, tiring journey of questions, doubt, familial accusation, and self-flagellation in an attempt to make sense of a faith that was built on as shaky ground as my own.
Clint crossed his legs and sat back. He folded his hands on his lap, as if waiting for me to give my best shot at bringing him back into the fold.
Yet I had no shot. I had no move, because I didn’t know what to do. I felt my brain trying to spin out a web of well-reasoned arguments and finely-tuned responses.
But they didn’t come. I was numb. I had no answers.
Why don’t I have any answers? I wondered with not a slight amount of panic. He was looking to me and I was just sitting there, slack-jawed and dopey-eyed. Some campus minister I was.
Perhaps it was because I felt the same way. Had for some time. Yet, between the two of us, he was the one who could admit it.
The one who had the courage to admit it.
“I understand what you’re saying, Clint,” I finally said. “Because I’m right there with you.”
Did I just say that? Here I am, his spiritual mentor, and I’m admitting my own doubts?
“You do?” he asked, wrinkling his brow and cocking his head to the side.
I cleared my throat and shifted in my seat before continuing. “I mean, I don’t have as much issue with the science side of the Christian faith, but I’m there with you about life before death. I totally get it. I wonder myself what on earth this whole Christian thing is about sometimes. I see us running around playing politics, trying to get our guy elected and get our laws passed—and I’m like, is that what it’s about? And then there’s the whole us-versus-them and in-and-out mentality you mentioned.”
Clint nodded as I joined him in assessing the modern manifestation of the Christian faith.
I continued, “But I have to believe there’s more to Christianity than what we’ve been led to believe. Than our parents and childhood church led us to believe.”
“Like what? What’s more than what we’ve known?”
Good question.
I leaned back in my chair. I sighed and shrugged. “I don’t know, brother. I don’t know. But how about we find out together? Maybe there’s a way to reimagine the Christian faith for a new day.”
My question seemed to bring some relief to our conversation. Clint had always been one for dialogue. He seemed to brighten at the idea of reimagining the Christian faith together.
“Reimagine…” Clint said, trailing off. “Yeah, I like that idea. I’m not sure why I didn’t think of it myself.”
“Because you’re not the spiritual mentor rock star I am.” I grinned as I finished my coffee.
Clint did the same. We walked outside and embraced before departing our separate ways, two fellow journeymen charting a new spiritual course for ourselves.
“Thanks for listening,” he said before leaving. “And thanks for not answering my questions. I think I just needed to vent what’s been bottled up for so long without getting an earful in return, you know?”
“I understand. But my not giving you an earful was more because I really don’t know what to say. Honestly, Clint, I don’t have many answers.”
“That’s OK, bro. That’s OK. How about we discover them together?”
I liked that idea, but I chided myself for not knowing how to respond. That was my job, after all. Or at least what I had been trained to believe was my job—giving answers to everybody’s spiritual questions.
Clint headed back to campus and I headed back to our ministry row house a few blocks over.
Why didn’t I know how to respond? I questioned myself as I sloshed back through the leaf-covered sidewalk. Why couldn’t I help Clint navigate his questions? What are the answers to his pressing issues with the Christian faith?
The questions kept coming, keeping pace in their assault with the frigid fall rain.
So what is the relationship between science and faith? Does science trump Scripture? Or can we hold both in tension? Can Clint embrace both science and faith as a Christian science student?
What about his roommate Hanish? Was he better off having never heard about Jesus than he was now after Clint evangelized him? Wasn’t he onto something? How can someone be held responsible for believing something or someone they’ve never heard about?
And what is the nature of belief? Growing up, it was all about reciting the Sinners Prayer—confessing one’s sinfulness and faith in Jesus as Savior. Once you invoked those magical words, you were considered in. But is that what God desires—what God demands?
I reached our building and hesitated before entering. I felt like a phony, like I had no right to enter. But I did, and I headed straight for my desk, slumping in my chair with the full weight of Clint’s questions pressing in against me.
I was at a loss. I was also shaken. Clint’s revelation and his questions had awoken something that had been percolating deep within. Something I had known to exist, and had secretly fed in bits, but hadn’t fully allowed to manifest itself.
Is there still a way forward with the Christian faith in this crazy world—with evolution and our awareness of other religions, with the human genome project for crying out loud?
Is there still a way of being Christian for Clint?
For me?
These first few chapters are free for the next week, then they goes behind a paywall. If you liked this start to the novel, and also want to dive into the book club, A Reimagined Faith is available at all online retailers. Or grab direct from my bookshop for 25% off using coupon code FRIDAY25 for the next week, the cost of a high-brow coffee!
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